baltimore, bikes, coffee.
depression came into my life like a lion and has taken a lot from me, in ways I never imagined. but it hasn’t yet taken away cycling. and i won’t fucking let it.@2 weeks ago with 2 notes
this past weekend of racing was rough in all the wrong ways. I’m not sure really what I was expecting, but it wasn’t that. it’s good for me, though. it’s facing me to come to terms with a lot of mental and physical shit I’ve been battling, including admitting that this tendonitis is a real issue and not something to be ignored. 7 days off the bike ahead to let it heal. am I looking forward to that? hell no. but it’s gotta be done.@1 month ago with 1 note
So yeah, I still haven’t actually listened to this mostly because the sound of my voice weirds me out. But from memory we talk about a great deal of many things.
Fake upgrade emails, peanut butter and sriracha, lots of north east bike racing, motivation, NCC crits, gear, nice guys with fancy cars and bikes, mean cat 1’s, the line between pro and amateur in cross, and a whole bunch of other stuff that I am probably forgetting about right now.
Brendan’s podcast is always awesome. Dan just makes it better, ATMO.@3 weeks ago with 20 notes
grant’s tomb race report - dnf x 2. bad warmup, strong fields. got some work to do.@1 month ago with 1 note